Things Happen

AM I ALLOWED TO GIVEN INTO DEPRESSION
BECAUSE YOU’RE THE REASON FOR A SMALL HESITATION
 A MENTION
OF YOUR QUALITIES
 AND THERE'S A FULL FORCE AROUND ME
STOPPING
 THE ACTION OF MY TRUE ENDING

 A CATCH OF YOUR SENSE
 AND I’M BACK TO PLAYING PRETEND
TRYING NOT TO QUICKLY ESCAPE
 AND INSTEAD WAIT
 BUT YOU’RE PAST LATE
AND THAT’S SOMETHING I CANT SO EASILY TAKE
 I NEED TO LEARN TO ACCEPT MY OWN MISTAKES

 I WANT TO FALL
 FALL DEEP
 INTO THIS REALITY
SO THAT I CAN’T RUN AWAY
MAKING IT EASIER TO STAY MAKING IT EASIER TO LAY AWAKE
 AND FINALLY ACCEPT THE FATE

 I HAVE A BAD REPUTATION OF LEAVING
TOO EARLY BEFORE IT GETS TOO REAL
BECAUSE THAT'D MEAN MAKING CHOICES
 AND THAT'D MEAN USING MY VOICE
IN WHICH I DON’T TRUST
JUST MY USELESS LUCK
 HORRIBLE FLAW AND THAT
 THAT WAS EXACTLY MY CALL